Lynn

2009-02-12T03:30:00.001-08:00

Life is full is riddles, it is not easy to understand and to solve it .
I can still clearly remember the days where I attended Primary and Secondary school and got so excited about small little things. Looking back at my past, I must said that I am well protected by my family, I never once worried will I have enough to eat tomorrow or what step to take. It is well planned by my parent and they will always say things like " This is for your own good!"

Times flies real fast, that unknowingly I am at one of the crossroad in my life, I need to make a major decision, turn right/ left or go straight? which direction I choose to go, it will bring me to my next destination of life, why we can always take a longer road through especially for people like me I don't really have sense of direction!

Time wait for no man, last night when my father ask me to helped him do some stuff, I was pretty shocked ask it has been some time since I talk to him real close, I got to see rail way track being build around his eyes. Some people they say eyes are the window to your soul, but looking at both my parent eyes, i could only see their tiredness and worries in bringing us up. A sudden sadness rushed into and filled my heart.

2009-02-02T03:33:00.000-08:00

Whole body aching....
Simply because yesterday work out too much haha,
Went to my relative place early in the morning yesterday as we planned to go home after lunch about 1- 2pm, however more and more other relative starting coming in at a later time and waha expected we are not able to go off that early, as they start sitting and talking non stop, the young kids playing and screaming around. It has been really long time since I went over to their place, about 1 a year?

Oh and my 2 little sister grow so big le!! on pri 1 and the other pri 3 already!
I still remember them in the per school!
You will ask why sister and not cousin, cause of our statues we are of the same level, so they call me big sis and they are my young sis! so cute right! ha
Our WHOLE family start playing wii together, like 100m dashing or swimming etc, you really have to move your hand alot and fast!
It got really tired after awhile and imagin we played that from 3 to 8+ pm omg !

Everyone join in the game like my small uncle and his wife and mom and dad it is really a time of joy and laughter.

At last! I know if I really have a chance to get into a U, I know what course I want to take already! I was browing through the web together and got interested in socia science in Business. It cover both physcology and bussiness. Will be applying it in SMU! was this UniSIM too, however if I really want to go there it will be slightly ex but you need to be 21 and above den can join. -.-
It is a uni cater for adult who want to learn/ study.
I even saw one of the option for 60 year old and above -.-"
well of cos life long learning, but I am trying to picture the school and the different ppl moving in and out of the school :P

2009-01-28T06:53:00.000-08:00

After 3 draining days of visitation and eating of tons of junk food, my body is telling me that she need a BREAK! haha
Nth much interesting during the visitation went 3 house in 3 different days, kinda boring right?
Anyway, I dont really like New year that much, it a really tiring period in the year!

Even best, I lost my wallet !!!! >< abit sad cause i lost so many things inside, maybe it is not really the valuable or important , BUT still it means alot, that y it is in my wallet right!!!
Or ya, just to add, it is pickpocket ! evil ppl .:( have to re make IC all these.. really troublesome, not to say make police report all these. Thanks Ar!

I got so many things I wanna buy again.. >.< DIE how to clear my building fund !!
I need a new wallet soon, if not I am like throwing my cash and stuff into the bag only :P
I want to buy a boot!! woot.. its really really cheap, I was shock whenI saw the price, it is selling at 60+ now!!
Serina said : "BUY !!"
hahaha.. and YES, I so gonna do that, die NO self-control :P

I offically do no need to go back school for class anymore! Praise the Lord!! =)
so stanley is asking me, if I wanna go full time now? my ans is yes yes yes!
Cause been only working for 3 days per week, the rest of my days is like waking up late in the afternoon, watching tv non stop! eat and sleep.. -.-
that's why Joseph always call me PIG. -.-
If I wanna earn more = I need to work hard!

JIA YOU JIA YOU LYNN!

I no longer want to live the life of cutting cost, I want the spending power and no restriction of my money matters.

2009-01-20T06:33:00.000-08:00

Ok been awhile since I blogged.
Been really lazy recently, not sure why too, just that I got tired easily plus, wahaha.. every morning I woke up the first things that pop into my mind is " OH SHIT! I overslept again !!"
Guess Joseph already prepared for all these nonsense :P

Had finish the book "Message in the bottle" recently, this is the first time my eyes got watery while reading a book, it really create a image in my mind while reading, as it's description is really detail and clear, reading the book is as if I am watching the movie itself.
The ending was really heart breaking, I was expecting happy ending, but yea guess It will be rather boring I already anticipate it to happen. But after reading the last page, I feel my heart sank.

Got my hair perm at LAST, but kinda regret it cause I no longer can be lazy if I need to go out, cause need to blog my hair gel my hair all these before I can go out, in another word you need to maintain it!!! I miss my long straight, where I can just go out without combing my hair after shower. Right now I kinda look like a mad woman!

Ohoh, My hamster gave birth this morning.. woohoo. well it is actually jolene's hamster. OMG! my mom scream like mad early in the morning and banging on the room's door, I was like shock!
And there she is screaming that there is WORMs in the hamster cage, and you know wad! It was the really cute hamster babies hands and legs moving around cause they are really small and they are reddish in color so my mom tot it was some kind of worm. but they are just so cute, though cant really touch them now, if not the evil mother hamster will eat them UP! muhahaha.. -.- ok that's lame!

This is the last week of school, and I left with one last lesson this coming thur! I am really gonna miss my banking's classmate.
Ppl like : chin teck ( the smarty ), C.S ( outsource personnel), yousof (Pro presenter) many more interesting and funny people in the class .

Where will I be heading next ..............................?

2009-01-07T21:21:00.000-08:00

Yes the long suffering time of FYP had ENDED! yea ~~!!
This week starting of sch, but muhaha pon 2 days already -.- due to FYP and the aftermath of FYP . Ya I bet some make say these are all excuses! ha:P
Anyway. feeling really happy now, and the bunden on my shoulder really being lifted off.

In school now, but totally slacking, cause is the the last 3 week of school, thinking through my past 2 year plus in RP, my life is really happening, many things comes and goes, though it might be sad, but it least it happen before and it will remain in my memories. Yes I know I got STM -.-
look through the pic taken from Year 1 sem 1 all the way till now, one word to describe : WOW! I had many wonderful memories: yea so this page I gonna upload old picture of all the friends that came into my life before and somehow or another made changes in my life!
They are all really awesome friends!! :

Life In rp ...............................................................................................................

2009-01-06T08:18:00.000-08:00

Submitted the project yesterday! Felt as though HALF of the stone is been lifted off from me. You may ask why half? cause another half is for tomorrow!
The PRESENTATION day!!! Really hope that all these will be over soon, and I can have a carefree life, I mean no need to worry about FYP anymore!!
Really glad that I didt drag from very long, Monday submission wed present woot how cool is that! and hopefully result out fast too!

Guess I am really tired after the burning of midnight oil to complete my project today I over slept!! so didnt went to sch:P how bad am it! pon school for the first 2 days.. -.-
Went back to sleep after waking up at 8+ knowing that it is no point of me trying really hard to rush to school, so went back to sleep and WALA! woke up at 12 reaching 1pm..................
I really know how to slp! so for now I am going to sleep again! so to get ready for tml BIG day! PPL wish me LUCK~

2009-01-04T11:52:00.000-08:00

Time check it is 3.52 am !! Yes, I am having a FYP battle session, and hopefully this is the last one! awwww.. gonna miss my bed, though it is just few steps away from me!
I am really sick and tired of looking at the codes, omg there are like almost the same everywhere and anywhere! I see also until my eyes blur -.-
But at least now i wont take all those hotmail signin or blog signin and out for granted! it is Such a easy thing for us to do type in user name and key our password, do you know the number of codes behind is like TROUBLESOME! after you key in they need to check if it is correct password, if the password matches with the user name, it the username in the database.. etc.... So many things to check just on username and password only -.-

I am really thankful that this is gonna be my last FYP! PLS, no failing I dun wan to re do another one! been through and done that, ENOUGH no more 3rd time. ha
Yes, tomorrow is the suubmission and how cool is that, I have yet to compile eveyone pages! arrgggg this is worst than my 1st FYP!
So tada! tml whole team gonna skip class! just so that we are able to get everything done and burn into cd for submission tml on 12 pm. After that I need to get home for my beauty slp!!

Monday submission wed presentation! weee... and it is over!
Wed 4pm presentation start!
PPL out there reading my blog PRAY for me!!!hahahaha
But Yes! after wed I am a free man again!

2009-01-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

The tears that stop flowing,
The heart that stop beating,
The mind that stop working,
.................................................
Hopeless

2008-12-31T23:43:00.000-08:00

Goodbye 2008, and Hello 2009!
Yes today is 1 Jan 2009 ! started off the day by sleeping till 12pm in the noon hahaha.
I was awaken by the sound of the church Bell that ring on the 1st of every month at 12pm sharp!
The sweet bell sound make my day! What a great start in year 2009 though it kinda pig to sleep till so late! but still I had a great rest!

Many people asked hey Lynn! today is New year why didnt you go out? sadly I replied them saying I have to chiong FYP.. >< But nvm, later I am going over to Jolene place for steamboat. wee... wondering will serina and meixuan be there.. Miss eating green veggy with them.

Yesterday, had my tuition class push forward. had only 2 student coming class for Pri1 so sad! but nvm.. they are still as cute as ever! Bryan's mom even bake a brownie for me.. so nice!! but hmm abit sweet :P No worries I will still finish it!
Tml is the first lesson in Jan for all the student, and yea, there will be more student coming me.. Praise the Lord!

FOr today, I manage to clear a few part of the "Things to do " for my FYP, I shall leave the rest tonight if possible, needa to go out soon.. ciao~

2008-12-26T07:44:00.001-08:00

O FYP submission date is counting down !! omg worried and wondering hows the other ppl doing? having meeting on coming monday, HOPEFULLY all the different pages can combine together and running with no error! ERM 9 more days to submission! omg... report not yet done! -.-
GOD I need your grace!

Ok beside that, wahaha, like what I had promist my parent I will do my spring cleaning of my room before the end of 2008 so that I can have a nice and neat room for the coming of 2009.
Recalling back the whole of 2008. it had been a interesting,exciting, fruitful,eventful and troubles year.
Had many new experience both good and bad, in this 2008 I can could say been though many things, had my deepest moment, and also had my happiest moment.

As reaching the ending of 2008 and the beginning of 2009, I am really looking forward for many things ahead of me, as I will be finishing my poly life really really soon like in 4 to 5 weeks time, I had this really excited feeling of breaking free from all the studying and school life, but yet at the same time worried.

In this coming 2009, I wanna be a change man! erm no I mean woman. ^^
There is just so many things which I felt there is a need to change in me, habit, attitude, the way I look at things and many more.
Yes I know no matter how hard I change I wont be prefect, but at least i hope as much as possible. Also there is a list of I WANT that i wanna do in year 2009.

I WANT to master my guitar
I WANT to go for new year shopping soon!
I WANT to get my hair perms! (ha)
I WANT to go oversea
I WANT to bring my parent oversea to relax
I WANT to earn more money
I WANT to put in more effort than before for my relationship
I WANT to grow stronger spiritually

Well I believe this list will goes on and on and on......
Oh before I go off, did I mention? My brother received Christ recently!! weee...
Praise the Lord !!!
"If one person in the house is saved, the whole household will be save"
How true is this huh!! Been praying and hopping and visualizing this for about 5 years!
And yes, we are one step closer!!!

2008-12-18T22:35:00.000-08:00

Xmas week coming up !! omg busy busy.. Joseph gonna kill me ^^
OK. start of my nightmare? Going to work soon then cab down to expo for rehearsal from 7.30 to late? and Tml early morning need to wake up before the sun rise need to report at 7.00 AM !! omg early!! gonna be real tired man.
And I am like still coughing non stop... *cough cough*

Did my christmas shopping yesterday at bugis, was thinking of going bugis street to get some ideas! and wahaha ! got myself a christmas present, I got myself a shoes ^^
It has been quite long since I buy shoes already, I haven been spending more on dress, shit pant bla bla bla.
Baby always say you buy buy buy, but wear here wear there still the same feel shirt. as though You nv buy anything new.:P
wahaha.. that is quite true, I not sure why too.
Then of COS! I got the present of the person I am going to go xmas exchange with on wed, wweee after shopping for few hours, wanna go hoem that time, just have a feeling to go into this shop and start walking around and tada, saw this model wearing it and wala! that must be the prefect gift for her from me... hahaha

Hm bank is getting empty really really soon, hoping the ppl to transfer money in like soon! As if the money I earn. my hard earn money :( hahahaha
reaching the end of 2008 and 2009 coming really soon, my room is still in a BIG BIG MESS!
Need a day ot do super duper washing and packing for my room. Need a make over for my room soon! before I end my 2008, it must be a nice ending! I hope so.

Ok as for now, I need to chiong on my FYP still!
send SMS out for a FYP meeting on mon.. and. so sad! one 1 reply, the other omg.. MIA???
PLS NO!!!! we left with 2 weeks few days to submission! hello can like faster!! haha.. sorry about aunty. CHOP CHOP.. fast fast nia ~

I wanna finish everything before this year end, so We all can have a good start to 2009!! wee wee...
Ok need to get prepare and meet bb for dinner before embarking my superwoman life again!

Ciao~

2008-12-16T21:49:00.001-08:00

Xmas is coming soon!
But to me, it means busy days are ahead! xams parties to go to, meeting up with friends, Church things, wow 24 hr is really not enough for me!
Oh ya! still need to tell Joseph a day that I am free on o.o He planned something, but dont wanna tell me >.< style="font-weight: bold;">NON-STOP. ha

Took Francis car, as he dropping us at a MRT station so we can go SP ma trainina, but on the way there, joseph myself renna and chunwei sleeping suddenly break and bang. ALL of us in the car so been thrown awakte! The impact was quite big, so opening up my eyes we saw another car infront of us, so we knew that our car bang into another car, so ppl start getting out of the car see what happen and stuff, THANK GOD it is nothing that serious, but you kow what? ONE bang involve 5 cars! woot like a chain. First time in my life getting into one car accident, was pretty worried feeling.

After everything is settled, Joseph and myself still headed down to SP. Was pretty worried if they are able to get everything done by just 1 training! as we added in new things and make changes here and there.
Like always before we start, everyone like to take picture and cam whoring, if wanna see more pic of them, go facebook and see! hahaha.
Tried all the different stun we wanna put into the stunt, and keep trying trying trying, den shane came to join us, and we start putting ALL the different puzzel together. and wala! the whole routin is out! so listen to the music and doign the counting and stuff weee.. we ended training at 9+ early right! we did 3 times counting and 3 times with all stunt up. ^^ cool .

2008-12-09T07:50:00.000-08:00

Update!!!
Sat when out with Joseph after work, woot caught a movie den head for yummy dinner.. Have been some time since i had good for! I think o.o

And you know what? after the dinner he kept saying you owe me $15 !!! wahaha.. I know you are kidding with me right~ muhahaha
Its has been sometime since we are out huh? ^^

Then went sentosa on monday! Early morning wake up -.- raining. omg.. BAD day man, yea and like what I expected my phone kept ringing with msg.
but still everyone was out of their house heading to sentosa, met joseph earlier, to have breakfast first.
But end up waiting for the rest first lar,
wait wait wait.........We ended up taking picture there,, wee...Ya shane kept saying sry to us for being late all these -.- but i said wad forever,everyone is LATE!! omg. ha
bla bla ba.. went subway for breakfast cum lunch den head to sentosa still despite the fact that outside is still raining. Cos shane wanna go so badly, ha cause he chiong his project the night before so to join us, if we didnt go he will be dame piss man hur.

The weather is really cold there, so we all say to take a pic for us looking really HOT, and I photoshop it with sunny weather look! ha from this
To this !! acted out one !! hahah ~ Play stunt there, josh wanna do his 1-1-1 real badly! so yea joseph base josh mid shane top. tried many many times wee manage to stick 2 of it...
The next group is joseph still base, shane mid, me top, and year mange to stick 2 times..
Though we like try ALOT of time.-.-
Then everyone started playing btoss, everyone was being toss at least once!
And the winner goes to josh!!
With his bicycle move btoss in the air!

Ended the day in noon, as everyone is tired plus everyone got things to do after that,
So our last pictureYes josh is not in the pic, Not because he helping us to take pic.. -.- is because he went off first meeting his friend.. and he say cause we gers are too slow.. meaning seema and myself of cos.-.-
yea so we ended our day with a dinner and off we go off... ^^

It time to go off, need to do FYP!!
Then need to prepare for thur FTT!! omg really need God's grace cos I am still so not PREPARED!!!
CIAo~

2008-12-02T20:07:00.000-08:00

Started my first lesson with my very own tuition class of mine in Yew's tuition center. Currently I had 2 class, one class is for( K1-K2 ) kids, the other is P1. So I start teach from 5.30pm - 9 pm with 1/2 an hour break in the middle, its is kind of tiring actually cause in the morning I still got class myself. The most tiring thing is you need to talk really really nice and cute to the kids, if not they will be afraid of you.
It is really nice to hear them keep calling MISS GOH and I had a student name Tim, omg he has a really really funny character, he is trying hard yesterday to remember my name, so in class he kept, Miss Goh , Miss Goh .... and he ended up saying DISCO -.- and he start dancing in class during the break time.
That is all about yesterday, I believe there will be more to come since they goanna stay with me for the next whole year. :)

Met up with my secondary school babe yesterday, it has been really a long time since ALL of us gather together! Anyway, it is Yeen teng's birthday celebration, we had our late dinner at the hong kong cafe at northpoint, cause all of them are waiting for me, SO NICE of them right.
Of cos beside celebrating her birthday, for a group of girls, we ended cam whoring in that place AS USUAL -.- .
Oh did I mention, JOSEPH got me a digit CAM ^^. Actually wanted to just buy one at the IT fair on sunday, so head down to IT fair after fellowshipping with the CG, so in the IT fair we went around to look at the different brand of the cam and finally made my decision on getting Samsung L201 and you know what ?? Joseph got the cam for me as a present!! SO nice of him right? ^^

2008-12-02T00:02:00.000-08:00

I change my firefox theme! though at first it look really Gay, but after awhile staring at it, I am getting use to it, and i kind of liking it.
it has alot of blink blink !! weee.

Ok, I left with about 4 weeks plus to the submission of my FYP! and the feeling is really scary, it seem like, there is alot mre to do, yet we seem like we are not somewhere NEAR to the finishing !!! OH NO .

End class .. ciao ~

2008-12-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

Read something really interesting which i want to share !!

“The Lord works from the inside out. The world works from the outside in."
The world would take people out of the slums. Christ takes the slums out of people, and then they take themselves out of the slums.
The world would mold men by changing their environment.
Christ changes men, who then change their environment.
The world would shape human behavior, but Christ can change human nature. …

I got it from a website when I am surfing around on certain topic. I felt this is really true, it makes me remember what A.R Bernard shared during the last day of A.C.
He said we as a child of God should be insulate and with the protection we then can penetrate into the market place or the place that God had place you in then you will be able to see the result.
And I remember him saying about cultures, (believe, custom, characteries, arts& music etc) i remember him saying it is ok that we are in a culture, but don't be conform into the culture, but knowing these cultures and impact the culture there.(to penetrate)
what happen on earth, design, fashion every creativity ideas that is available in the world is available in God kingdom, afterall all these came from God. God didnt send us on earth to hid and stay in your comfort zone forever, God has Work for us !!

I really find all these teaching really interesting, going into the market place and make changes to the lives around you. "Be salt and light of the world"

2008-11-30T22:47:00.000-08:00

SIAN!
My charger is giving me hell !! -.-
Brought it to school today hoping and praying that it might work, BUT it fails me again. I didnt work, also due to after school having FYP and my daddy stuff need to be done by today . I have no choice but to go down to SIM LIM SQUARE during the 2nd break. spend 2 long hour traveling UP and DOWN.
In the end I gave up took a cab up from woodland, I am really tired.

To make matter WORST, I reach class less then 10 min, our faci came back to class. And you know what, he put as in the 1st team to present !! arrgg...
He knew that I went to get th chargerchange, and we told him our team wanna go for the last team, so that I got more time to finish up what I need to do.

He ended up putting as the 2nd one?? -.- thanks huh. And cause we need to do demo on the system, the first team need not need to do anything ! where we need to do 2 of it.
OMG, really hate that feeling, should just left and dont come back.

OK finish venting my anger here, need to go back and do my daddy stuff etc. arrggg !!

2008-11-27T01:09:00.000-08:00

Tada, just finish doing this for my daddy, and he is really amazed at home computer have make such thing possible. ha.
If any of your are interested in ordering log cakes, can contact me haha. helping my daddy's business huh? Oh ya please take note, order 3 days in advance ya. :P

Tml week 12 already, so first! 4 more weeks of class till my school terms end . I am counting down. =)
Before that, I am dame stress with my FYP, the official date of submission is out : 5th of Jan 2009.

Adding on to my worries, my teacher send me a email and say " Your team are selected to do a poster on your project! " They will display it on the school open house. BUT this mean MORE work to do, now that they inform us to do a poster where we need to submit it on 9dec which is like next next week? Gosh so many nia!!
Plus starting from next month, I need to start working for yew's tuition center already.

God, I really really need time management. Joseph said after 5th and Jan he will see some light.
Ha.

Signing off ~
Ciao
" El - Elevate your name on high ...... " ^^

2008-11-26T00:04:00.000-08:00

And YES! I will be blogging about him and his white hair :P This topic started when Joseph told me a got quite a number of Grey hair :( Trying to defense myself, I came out with the theory of if a person stress too much or think too much will cause that person to grow more Grey hair. As I remember, when my daddy was really busy with starting up his business and the admin process, he was very stress and he work day and night at home. And after a week when I saw him "pop" tons of Grey hair spouting out from his head which made him look so tired and old.
Follow by that I gave Joseph another example of my idol "Einstein"!!

I believe he is one of the smartest person that had walked on earth before. Not comparing to Jesus of cos. I believe all his super strong whitish white hair grew when he thinks, analysis and study too much, though he is stil as charming as ever
.
So with this I turned the table around and showing Joseph that it is not really a bad thing that I have Grey hair cause i believe it is due to I always THINK ! HA.
I recalled having dinner with Joanna one day and we were like saying I am "Einstein wannabe" and she is "Van Gogh wannaba".

If you are wondering who Van Gogh is? Let me introduce him to you :
His Self portrait of himself in year 1889. GOSH ! This picture is 99 years older then me !!
Talented man but had mental problem and committed suicide. :(

That's all for me today.
Ciao ~

2008-11-24T05:16:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the LAST day of Asia Conference 2008. The night service was awesome, though at first I was not really into it, and I just cant flow will the others during the worship and praise, reason why , is because I had a major PMS yesterday!

It started from the noon after lunch :P I got easily irritated by small little things and to think back I was REALLY PETTY. Even when I reached home I got into an argument with my mom, how bad am I huh? So i kind of lock myself in the room last night so that I do not have much interaction, and I wont be that piss.

Finally, the whole busy week is over, I could stop awhile and inhale some fresh air before moving on with chionging my FYP.
Currently, FYP to me is a really heavy burden for now comparing to other teams, our progression is rather slow and not really productive, and knowing the fact that the due date is drawing nearer it makes me have nightmare about it. HORRIBLE .

All i need is to endure another 5 weeks of school, and my poly life will end ! I really looking forward for the day to come, where I no longer need to wake up early and feel like ponning school.

Suddenly recall my building fund, I remebered joseph saying this to me "You dont look like you have to save up for building fund." And true enough, I been spending quite alot of money recently, due to to suddenly depleted daliy stuff I need to buy buy buy and buy. Like contact lens solution, shampoo and many more.
Now I really need to start keep track of where I spend my money on and how to cut down on my expenses and save up for my Building Fund.

Gonna dig into my FYP for now, signning off ~

2008-11-22T02:53:00.000-08:00

Asia conference was really good yet at the same time really tiring. I have only attend the first 2 days and on the 3rd I was sick . guess is really tiring plus not enough rest i guess.
The first day which was a wed after training with shuqun Primary and rush down to expo to attend elective class. after which it is about time for gathering to train before the performance.

Tada ! that is us with the malaysia team as well, everyone was really nice and fun ^^ This I what happen when everyone is too excited of taking picture !

2008-11-18T05:25:00.000-08:00

Yes, Once again having flashback of my past once again. I really really miss my secondary life actually, Not that I don't like it now, It's just when something has past, or it became a past tense in your life, You will then see how important it is to you. Cos, there is NO WAY, you can go back anymore. Be it life, relationship, studies, age!! :( etc....

Suddenly I remembered myself back in the early secondary year, where I am busy with this super big drama production in schools.
We are doing the musical on "Sound of Music" It is a really really old musical if not wrong, pretty nice but little talking many singing ! ha
I remembered myself being in a role of the 3rd sister out of the 7 children in the production(I circled the role out in red :P ). we had all our costume made, everyone had about 5 to 6 different clothes to wear, so we are like wearing 6 shirt inside for the opening den when we rush back to the backstage we have to strip ourselves and get prepare to go out again within a min? So it was pretty fun!

Due to it is a musical, we even went to the studio to get our voice recorded for all the different song we will sing just in case on the actual day we sing out of tune? ha

The song that is ringing in my mind now is "something good", it is sang by the leading actor and actress about their love stroy.. awwww
here it goes:

[Maria:]
Perhaps I had a wicked childhood
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somwhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth

For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

[Captain:]
For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should

[Maria:]
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

[Maria and the Captain:]
Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could

[Maria:]
So somewhere in my youth
[Captain:]
Or childhood
[Maria:]
I must have done something . . .
[Maria and the Captain:]
Something good

2008-11-16T22:42:00.000-08:00

I am really tired !
No matter how much i sleep I just dont seem to get enough sleep ? oh NO ! :P
My study life in RP is ending soon ~ real soon, just a few more fews !
And my FYP dateline is also drawing nearer! I just feel that we are not anywhere near completion! I need pull myself together once again and I need to chiong for this last time before I get my REAL break !
Coding had yet to finish, and then report and it is done!
So come on Lynn, just 2 more part, and You are done!

PLs, no more ponning for me pls !
God I need disciple from you.

Asia Conference is just 2 days away. I am expecting a very tiring week ahead, though I am abit afraid of the coming week, But yet I believe cause I am doing God's work in His house, I will be bless back.

2008-11-07T10:11:00.000-08:00

Memories

I have both good memories and BAD memories. It is like the worst nightmare.
Time heal all wound, however
It comes with permanent scars
I no longer as confident as I used to be, I kind of miss the Lynn in past, like 3, 4 years ago.

Now I felt so powerless, everything don't seem like it is going the way I want.
Yea of cos, you cant just have sunshine through out your life.
For now, it is the raining season for me now. I need a umbrella to shelter me from all the wind and rain.

where is my magical umbrella?

2008-11-06T03:17:00.000-08:00

Iwan and me
Cindesheep
Michelle, hui min, me, Cindy, shiyin, dine
min, me, jiun, yin
PJ, Clem, me, Shi yin and hui min
Me clement and Peijun
Clement and I
US
Iwan , me , Junping

I really miss my past, all the joy, madness, sorrow we have been through!
Have been looking through my picture stored in my laptop this few day when I have nothing to do in class.
every picture that I saw I can remember so clearly where and when it was taken and there will be some flashback in my mind . Though it is nice to recall some of the things happen in the past at the same time some heart pain comes along with it. Question like why aint they around you anymore.

It seem like I have lost something important to me in my life, it feel like someone poking your heart with a needle.

Watch a crazy vedio taken by my friend on the wedding day of zhiwei and mag, it is like a few years ago, though when looking at it, I have to admit that it is STUPID, but I cant denial it that I had alot alot of fun that time.
Not forgetting, we are wearing wedding dresses as we just finish attending wedding and we where at vivo there doing all this kind of stupid thing ! I still rememeber there is many people looking at us , IT was SO SO Pai SEH !

But times flies, few year had past, clement left the church and had his own life, and after a few year me too left the church. Even though we can meet up fellowship, however, we wont be like what we are in the past, everyone grows up, the topic we talk about and it just seem like there is this thin layer of barrial between us. No matter what, I still thank God that all this made leave a very good memory for me !

2008-10-24T00:18:00.000-07:00

One day i reached home and my mommy told me about almost being cheated through the phone.
So she start saying her story.... :
She got home in the afternoon for a nap before going back work, suddenly the house phone rang.
RING ~ RING~
My mom pick it up and to her surprise someone keep shouting : mom save me, faster save me (in very good Chinese) the first thing that pop out of my mind is it can never be my brother or me. :P
So she goes on saying, it is a guy voice, so she thought it was my brother. and the super evil me was laughing like mad saying there is no way brother will speak in that way !!

My mom add on saying, at that moment of time, what you hear you will believe, and she say her whole body became strength less. so my mom keep answering back asking: WHERE ARE YOU? and the person kept replying "mommy mommy save me!!!" then my mom ask again: WHAT IS YOUR NAME? The person reply : "I am your son, faster come save me".

My mom felt abit weird and she hanged up o.o super daring of her huh? what happen is that really is my bro? ha ha
She manage to get the number that use to call in, the number belong to a Malaysia number, so evil of them huh? so my mom took the number and went police post to report the incident.

Q: I asked myself, what happen is they do the same thing and they only have daughter and no son? like this wont they "make themselves ps" haha.
OMG ok i think too much:P
Anyway thank God, my mom not that silly huh ~ ^^

PISS

2008-10-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

Got really really piss off with one of my teammate, but YES i manage to control and NV flare up at her :)

What she did? hmmm or should I say she never really do anything -.- after my short FYP meeting I went back class and got a shock she finish her ppt slides already where we haven say what to do at all. Ok, so I went to read the slide, and find it so familar. OH! it is the passage from wikipedia, and the content has nothing to do with the singapore transcation (PS: having banking Module today)

I got really mean in a way, when she got back into class at about 1.30pm I ask her to redo that page, and she told me: "HUH? but reaching 2 pm lei leh, where got time. " Then the devil inside me said: "Hello, you also know what time is it now, then you come back at this time! and we have alot more to cover, I am TRYING to be nice to you and let you do just that ONE page of defination!"

However, I did not explode I gave her a smile and say " its ok, You can finish it very fast :) "
And tada, after 5 min she uploaded the ppt, I open and see, * FAINT !*
There isnt much different, she just change another source and copy the whole passage in again.
And at that point of time, I totally give up, I just say forget it then .

Next, last sunday message was AWESOME! about vision and thought and water crystal!
I know there is water crystal and stuff, but what I didnt know is what you speak to it/ thought of it will change the water crystal.
Now before I drink water, I will praise the water first so that it form nice and beauty crystal when I drink it. ^^
Q: will this help improve my health ? haha...

Things that I am most afraid of!

2008-10-16T19:28:00.000-07:00

I wanna watch ghost show, Though I am super scared of it. I still remember I will have nightmare after watching ghost movie. It will hunt me !! ><

Ok this week we manage to finish filming the 2 different video . But got to re-film the first one next week, cause the first time we use, we like blur blur don't know how the cam work etc. So the first video do not have any sound AT ALL !

Got abit busy these few days, with work and other things, I am hardly at home, guess my parent see me less than 2 hour per day at home man. haha...
My mommy always like to say these: brother was born in mid-night and I am early morning, that why my brother always at night not at home, and for me, the sun haven even rise I am already out till the sun set.

These few week being having A.C training on Tue and Sunday, my only family day currently is not available. Home for me now is like a place for me to sleep, as I spend more time out side on the street. :P sorry~

Poverty Cycle

2008-10-12T23:31:00.000-07:00

What is Poverty ?
state of being poor: the state of not having enough money to take care of basic needs such as food, clothing, and housing
Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

So what is a Poverty cycle then? It is a this cycle of being poor and has been on going for generation and generation and the same thing happening.

Example:
Born in a poor family -> No money to study -> drop out of school / stop school after a certain level -> start working -> knowing your life partner( Your cycle of friends) -> Get married with not much income -> give birth to your child.

Then you children will start the poverty cycle all over again.

Q: You may ask why knowing your life partner( Your cycle of friends) will lead to getting married with not much income? Due to you do not have the qualification you are not able to keep climbing up this "staircase" to know more people. So your circle of friends around, is roughly the same situation as you.

Eg: In Primary school your circle of friends are all the primary school people. Same when you reach Poly, your cycle of friends are those in Poly.

Wait for the next chapter, which talks about how to break free from this Poverty Cycle.

Disclaimer: This may not apply to Everyone.

Its TUE !

2008-10-07T02:53:00.000-07:00

Yes ! at last today is Tue, the day I am looking forward to !!
(tomorrow and thur NO SCHOOL for me)
I need my rest, I really need my beauty rest!! :P
Got really really tired from last Friday all the way till today.
Many times I want to just skip school and sleep at home! But with my mental strength, I drag myself to school and yes! and am all hype up for tomorrow!

Ok today class was totally BORING! Talking about Interbank Giro thing, some transaction and process.And my faci is an Aunt, she is totally boring plus, he only love to entertain the guys. -.- Boring~

Ok got to run ciao ~

Yet another Volcano Eruption.

2008-10-05T22:57:00.000-07:00

Ok! like in my title I had an ERUPTION again just now. Not sure why, just feeling tired plus disappointed and my lava just boil and soon "TADA" everything was out.

But felt better after the explosion, though alot of people will be hurt due to the volcano eruption. :P Well better go and clear up the mess I got myself into.

OK some Update:
In sep
Had a Rexaz rexaz ice skating outing, though it was for coachy Birthday~

ps: I know the picture is ugly, but sorry I did it during the 3rd meeting in class !ha

Next, help out in the chc's children day celebration. Though had to wake up at 5AM, so i can reach expo at 7am >
lastly, last sat: went out with joseph after training to grab some bite, being sometime since we two go out lei. hurhur, den went down to ber's house for BBQ at night.
OMG, he is indeed a chef! although it is just BBQ, but his food was AWESOME!
manage to catch up with some of the old friend. I miss those days !

Sunday- woke up early again to serve and had training for A.C for the cheerleadin by the time I reach home, I am dead tired.
But I still love cheerleading! though my whole body is aching >< ------------> Need to chiong my FYP again -.-

20 years old ><

2008-09-21T23:28:00.000-07:00

Officially its OVER, my years starting with "1" is over, ahead of me its me "2"!!
yea sound abit old, but had alot of fun yesterday my my cheermates!
They made me eat some weird food with my eyes blind folded. EVIL !! haha

However, there is still a miss part for my 20th birthday yesterday, waiting for that part to completed. :) soon?
Ok done with my birthday thing,

NEXT,

To a friend of my that had already left us, thank you so much for being the funny guy among us, You are always being remembered by us! RIP.
It is abit sudden, at first I tot it was fake, cause it happen on the same day as my birthday, however, yea I seem that you had really left us. I wanna thank you for help help in my FYP and also being in my life too, thank you so much!

Thanks and bye ~

Holidays!

2008-07-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

Ok holidays is coming soon. :) 3 cheers to holiday ~ woot
didnt blog from many weeks, updates !

1) 1 st FYP over !!
(still waiting for picture will update soon :P)

2) Rexaz bonding camp over
This is the 2 main event! wad very very tired after that ><
Still brushing up on my guitar so that I am able to server others as well.
Talking about serving, for some reason, the sunday that I am serving somehow it ALWAYs got some many thing i need to do , which in the end cause me not being able to serve.
I had only went once for a berfing, it is like so PS. ><
But yes. I WILL and WANT to serve the upcoming turn. oh and I got my ministry pass.

More things coming up !
1) FOP - coming week. :)

Updates

2008-07-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

First FYP.
I am tired of this word "FYP" too! Everyday facing the same thing for the past 13 weeks! faint. But its goign to end soon ! for a while -.- monday is the suimission and wed it the eveluation, how fast it that? o.o !! Well it ok, get over and done with !! woot.

2nd thing.
I think something is really wrong with me.! I reallydo not know why? but for some reason I also forgot to do RJ for my accounting mod. And I totally cannot remeber anything! it only until I received my grad and the comment made by the faci then I know. And I cant remember the reason why I didnt do my RJ. -.- Thats bad

Counting down

2008-06-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

OK.. 22 days to submisson of FYP. and we still need to do

Post of food ordered into the database
Admin page to retrieve all the data in the order database
Admin function to reject order if need to
Different testing of the webpage
Edit of the SDLC
Report

Ok so 6 more task to do witing these 22 days.. omg.. this mean mroe sleepless night. Have to chiong. and rest ^^

Ya right. just have to prepare for the 2nd and the last fyp. woot then graud soon :)
7 more weeks then end of 1st sem. its fast or what?

2008-06-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

Help meeee....~

2008-06-07T09:55:00.000-07:00

14 JULY the most important day. Submission of my FYP!
And gosh, we are liek have way though only !!!! I am getting more and more worried and if we are counting down the days of Olevel. (Well quite the same feeling.)

I am out sourcing to my friends like mad, asking them to help me these and that and worst asking candice to send me her last year FYP so I could look though the codes. In the midst of all these, I have to practice guitar too! francise wanna take a rest soon, so it means I me learn faster!!! LYNN jia you.

No worries I still know when to take a break and enjoy myself, watched kufu panda yesterday, omg, its SO FUNNY... * not that bad to have a big stomach huh?

I have planned, after my FYP I wanna do fairy cake. :P hmmm abit worried I burn down my house with my old oven :P

Got to sleep now, tml wake up early for service !! tada~

The Chronicles of Narnia

2008-05-29T21:14:00.000-07:00

Watched Chronicles of Narnia yesterday, the show was totally AWESOME!
I like the story line, the effect and of cos the Main Character !! :P Ha

It so amazing how God uses C.S lewis, At first i thought that he added some God's principles into his story writting so that he could plant some seed into reader or viewer who had read or watched about the story.

Then, went to reseach about the story setting etc then came across these " This is all pure moonshine. I couldn’t write in that way. It all began with images; a faun carrying an umbrella, a queen on a sledge, a magnificent lion. At first there wasn’t anything Christian about them; that element pushed itself in of its own accord. - C.S Lewis "

He didnt purposly try to add the bible facts into the story but its the element pushed itself in of its own accord! How amazing is that? God just uses him base on whatever he could do, and make it well known. He is just a normal author at that time, trying to write a fantasy novels for children BUT who knows? It became a classic of children's literature and is the author's best-known work, having sold over 100 million copies in 41 languages!! Then it is being adapted several times, complete or in part, for radio, television, stage, and cinema. Then know movies showing over different country.

It is a super good show to catch! And I am giving it 5 Thumb up! woot.
Want to read the story book written by him, after all in a story there is more imagination comparing to movie as there is limitation. :P

BUT wait when I finish my FYP first :P
DUE on 14 JULY. And I am onyl half way though. Gosh!
Chiong chiong chion ~

Tired

2008-05-26T11:16:00.000-07:00

Time check. Its 2.17am now and I am still stuck with my FYP -.-"

Quite glad that I did quite a number of things, BUT the harder part have yet to come !! (PHP coding) <--- think that is the nightmare

Manage to clear most of the web pages GUI, though tomorrow still have to bring it and show the other teammate where I believe that we need to make changes here and there. When then can we start our PHP coding??? we are so out of time .

Running out of ideas, lack of creativity and having really bad headach. o.O Gosh I still have mood to blog -.- (well its actually like a break time for me.)

Need to get myself awake, finish up what need to be done AND off to bed.
8.30am class, FYP meeting after school and training after meeting till late. Woot !

Let the weak say I am Strong.......

"I can do all things through Christ who strengths me" Phil 4:13

mood swing.

2008-05-18T08:51:00.000-07:00

Having serious mood swing recently, not sure WHY? but small little things just piss me off. It is very easy to create fire in me now.Looking back this few day about the things I got so piss off about, I was wondering why am I angry in the first place? why will I feel sad, I dont even have an answer, cause it is just too silly to be angry about that.

However, now when anything small happen to me. I just cant control and look at small matter as if It is a super big matter! Dont understand myself anyway. So its common to see my super black face in class. :P

Promises, Empty promises
Let me feel you once again.........

Men Are From Mars, Woman Are From Venus

2008-05-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

The writer of this book John Gary.

I wonder how he actaully know how women and men actaully think?

In the book it address alot of the main problem that most relationship will encounter. This topic I read on is about "Speaking Different Languages"
SO how women reacts to men silence?

" women misinterpret a man's silence. Depending on how she is feeling that day she may begin to imagine the very worst- "he hates me, he is angry with me, he doesnt love me, he is leaving me forever." this may then trigger her deeper fear in her.

When a man is silent it is easy for a woman to imagine the worst beacuse the only times a woman would be silent are when what she had to say would be hurtful or when she didnt want to talk to a person because she didnt trust him anymore and wanted to have nothing to do with him. No wonder women become insecure when a man suddenlt becomes quiet!"

Then it goes about understanding man's cave. ..

I mean how true is that, though we might not actaully feel totally the same like oh he is leaving me and stuff, but we do have that super insecure feeling and we will think of the worst sernior in our mind and get all upset about it.

So that's how women works, so to even things out we women need to understand how men thinks which is in the next chapter. Ok got to read up and change my thinking too.

Done with the book things, Ok something is really wrong with my body ! but i dun know what. I am losing weight al of a sudden not because i dun wan to eat is I jsut that i got NO appetize to eat.! from 48kg now is only 43kg ><>

Also, my mommy ask me" Why is you eye bag getting more and more heavy and black?" I never reliease it until she told me, I look like some person that is dying soon -.-

My mommy is getting those tonic for me to make me stronger !! wee... but it taste really bad.

Taiwan's darma maddness.

2008-05-15T03:30:00.000-07:00

Did something very silly recently :P
Taken my med before going school in the morning feeling all ready for a hash day !
However, on the train to school I feel like throwing up, and the worst part! I broke into cold sweat while walking to school, (which is quite far -.-) feeling total discomfort! Went into the class feeling BLUE . So I was wondering what went wrong? I mean I should be feeling better after eating med right? Then something prom me that it has got to do with my med. So I took out my med and look. OMG !!!!

It is writting take WITH or AFTER food ! where ALL along I thought that it is WITH or WITHOUT food. ! The most silly action -.-

Been going home very early recently, and was watching 鬥牛要不要 on YOUTUBE !!

Though the storyline is pretty the same through out all the taiwan drama, BUT the character is what that attracted me ! OMG He Jun Xiang !!!! I know what I can do to keep me busy next time when I feel bored.

But now I have tons work to do!
1. Guitar! (haven get use to it >.<)
2. Marking of paper ! (Due next wed ><)
3. Excel for my dad. ( Over DUE!! :P )
Anymore nice darma to watch ?? Do let me know :P

Thank You .

2008-05-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

Faith. such a easy word to say. "Have faith and trust in the Lord!"
But so hard to actually act and follow it.

I keep telling myself " Have faith in God! that is what God want from us believe in Him trust him , he will work according to His timing." but yet when time pass min by min , hour by hour things are not happen you start to get worry. once I worry I will remind myself of faith again, but yet again nothing happen. So doubt comes in. "Do you think it will really happen?" "Do you think God really there to bring you through this?" all form of doubt will start coming in to question your faith and to shake your faith. Just like the temptation eve and Jesus faced.

But thankfully, I have someone there to give me a slap and wake me up.
Seriously, I am really happy and glad that you really change alot. In Christ you grow stronger, in studies you are doing way better then the past. you said in the past you grow stronger because of me, now I will say this back to you, I am trying my best to move along with you.

I have seen the power of 2 person praying together instead of 1. Thank you for those time you prayed for me when my faith is shaken, you are the one that made my faith stronger then before.
Ps Kong said: " The key is Pray together, Stay together. "
Let this be our motivation ya.

In Proverbs 27:17
" As iron sharpens iron,
so one man sharpens another."

Let us be like the iron sharpens each other so that we can become finer. =)

Flower

2008-05-03T03:36:00.000-07:00

Feeling really down now. Eyes got alittle puffy like puffer fish, went to search the picture of puffer fish, hmm it look kinda cute and ugly at the same time. ha

Done many things today, bath my two little hamster, OH side track abit, I always thought that my two little hamster is guy, so they are like brother brother. but to my horror, I found outlast night that onww of it is a girl!! I guess that explain why she has been wacking the guy up, simply because she is still not ready or of age to mate, so in order to protect herself she wack the brother up. Poor sep. He was biten by Nov !!

Ok coming back, I bath them wash their home sweet home, so next week my brother can just simply help me to feed them.

Went tution too, as in to teach little kids, as next week is his math and science paper, but I could make it on the early weekdays, so try to teach as many days now as possible.

Felt that I did so many things today, but yet time move so slowly! Guess I have waited for half the day too... hmmm still got 1/4 of the day left today. And my mood is really down. hmmm, went internet to find ways to cheer yourself up and I found this !

Get yourself some nice fresh flower, if you are not able to go into nature, bring nature into your place then, so guess later going to get let say 1 to 2 flower :) to cheer myself up, thanks God that wont cost alot ^^

Faith

2008-05-01T23:05:00.000-07:00

Am I going through this? Or is it a dream?
I have never thought of any of such things to happen to me. (Unreal)

All I can do now is to believe in God have faith, faith faith faith.
Prayer is a powerful tools! All I can do Is to pray and Talk to God telling Him all my worries and nevous.
Feeling the world is crashing down yet knowing the fact that the world DONT stop moving just because of me. So still have to move on and move with the world instead of thinking that the world will follow you.

It is always really easy to tell other saying:" No worries, this is just a Test from God, and if He allow you to face this test, he will bring you through it." But when you are facing the test yourself, it is not as easy as we all think, have to face emotion, physical etc.
It is really a test of faith.

In the middle of the night I wil wake up feeling scared, but all I do is to keep telling myself :" have faith in God, and In God we will find strength" keep repeating every night every night.........

Thanks God for your support, prayer and accompany.
I know because of my complain you might feel more stress then me, where I am able to voice out cry out infront of you where all you do is to take all my rubbish and store it within you. I am sorry. Just this period and everything will be over soon. thanks for your understanding.
I believe this will make us stronger.

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets offootprints in the sand:
one belongingto him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path ofhis life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the verylowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and hequestioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to followyou, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the mosttroublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why whenI needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."

"Lord are you carrying me now? " : Lynn

Angry !

2008-04-28T22:21:00.000-07:00

Argg !! AUNTI.

Freaking angry with this aunti faci I got omg ><
I got into the class at 8.30am maybe reaching 8.31am. BUT i know I open the door at 8.30am!! and she still mark me as LATE!! I cant believe it.
* hot air bursting out of my head*

Trying to chill myself down, ALMOST just went out of the class just now, but I guess that is not the best solution afterall, cause in the end the party that will lose out is myself, not able to understand what's going on and what's happening how am I suppose to do my UT then? Though felt totally unfair, but still have to "ren" !!!!!

*fkvbjfnkjbvhisudhfsidfksdt38975832572390odl2#^!@#$%^&$$* Bleh . EEK!

Evil

2008-04-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

EVIL !

fyp is evil ! make me worry of the fyp make me do non stop yet in the end back to square one bleh bleh bleh. FYP -.-
Got to start coding soon, if not we will forever stuck at the first part. eeek.

Watched the my sassy teacher recently in SCV channel 62. I really like the part when she has alot alot of evil tots about this tution kid, she hope he will die when crossing the road, brain got run over by the car eat fishball noodle and die!!! However, after that she wil go to church and enter the forgivness room and she start to ask forgiven for all this evil tots.

I need one of that room too, so many inner tots running in my mind, how I wish I could say it out where I know someone is there lending a listening ear YET we do not knwo each other, it is just like i throw out all this and forget tml. wouldnt that be good?

(IRTHBMHDYE HYIYIEEINL AOTATORREP TNUATRSAD ENDMTRSEE)

De code if you are borded :P

Save $$

2008-04-20T23:55:00.001-07:00

Yes, soon I will be out of job.
For people who know that I am taking the teaching lesson every wed, the lesson ending soon means no more small income for me ><

Been thinking in class this morning about taking up home tution assignment to stand in first, and not sure how to bla bla bla . Jaques suddenly msg me ( guess she mass msg some ppl) about a tuition assignment at woodland! and the best thing is that it is on mon and thur and not clash with my training FYP.
However, I do think for quite long, as this will mean that i will be busy then no time for you. I felt so bad. HOW?

But I do want to work hard for the september taiwan trip !!! HOW HOW?

School started and I am fighting hard for my result! class ending soon ~ wee . ciao

My two babies !

2008-03-24T08:55:00.000-07:00

Went missing quite some time, so many things to update !!

First !

- AT LAST the day we been working so hard had ending, Cheerobics 2008 ended last sunday. It has been a great Experience! Exposure! Well was alittle dissappointed NOT because we did not win anything, Anyway, we are not there to win but to have a good performance. What I am sad that maybe we are not able to give the best performance to the aud out there ba. NVM, life move on, this will not hinder us, instead it will make us even strong den before. SO REXAZ all the way ! there's still many year to walk ahead.

Second -

-> Got my two babies hamster!! and they settle quite well at home. Let me intro :

Both are guys, erm not gays. guess they are brothers. The bigger/ fatter one name sep and the smaller one name nov. The 2 of them are totally different character. The big one LOVE to sleep and hate to move around, even when ou shake the cage he open the eyes and went right back to sleep ! guess he sleep more than 12 hr sometimes.

Where the younger one super active, and super Kypo. everything also when to know and join in the fun. Been staring at them everyday since the first day they came :P

That's how they takes their afternoon nap.

Thirdly -

. At last my FYP topic is out, well not really the one I am looking forward to, but think it is not that bad, alot on coding and planning. WELL what to do? I am a SIT student after all. My topic is on coming out a canteen booking system, so student could order food in the internet and save the time of lining up in the canteen.

Well hope things will be smooth, and the advisor is my multi-media faci, so think communcation wise would be a problem and all my team mate are the click in my class so pretty ok so far, hopefully we could get through this project smooth and fast ba ~ ALL THE WAY !

That's about it, One more full week for me to rest and this coming thur, starting of the bitches dance group thingy, interesting looking forward for it. TADA ~

Facial Expression !

2008-03-05T04:46:00.000-08:00

Went to read up on internet tips on how to have different facial expression.

Facial expressions should be relaxed and reflect the mood of the routine. Don't always smile the same frozen smile...(That's so like us. hahaha :P )add some personality to it. Facial expressions worth practicing are pouty, flirtatious, cool cat, sensuous, and surprised in front of a mirror until you get comfortable with them. These emotions may also be reflected by subtle motions of the mouth, eyes, neck, head position and shoulders. Learn by observing other performers on television, in musicals, at competitions and at games. Don't overperform where your expressions look rehearsed, frozen, insincere, exaggerated or fall outside a unified team image. Try alternating various facial expressions with smiles, grins and other emotions according to the mood of the dance.

Some example: can we do it??

Rexaz LET feel ~ the mood and have the right expression ya.. Not forgetting eye contact with people ~ liek what coach said: "FEEL SEXY~ " woot.

LAZY!

2008-02-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

Been really lazy recently, lazy of what?
Lazy to on my laptop :P All i did when I got nothing better to do is to sit there watch tv! simple! No need to load so long and of cause it WONT lac ha :P

OK! got back my year 2 sem 2 result, well NOT really that good, for my target I mean. Actually I expected my result to be even worst then that but Thanks God, I still able to remain at the 3.3 area. Only decrease in 0.04 so I got 3.32 for this semester.
Not sure is it holiday too long or what? today I had the feeling of going back school to study, to chiong for my next semester, OF cos I aim to do better this time round, SO pls, the evil ponning temptation pls dont come near me!! ha I aim by the end of year 3 to have the average GPA of 3.5, So I must work really hard next year! anyway it will be my last year ^^

Till now still not sure my FYP topic, cause have to wait till 29 of feb then they wil release, SO slow right!! let pray hard, we are able to get our first choich!! "@!#$#%#%$!"

Lastly, National is in 3 weeks time!! OMG. this is our last lap so die die also chiong and use finish our energy, if not all the effort will be gone to drain! I know and understand some may be more tired, so we are here to cheers you guys on! so lets all do our best together! as this is our very first national. work hard now and relax after that. JIA YOU REXAZ.

With love.

What's the point?

2008-02-11T08:12:00.000-08:00

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Happy New Year ?

2008-02-05T21:48:00.000-08:00

Today is New year eve AND I totally dont feel any New year mood, But more of training mood. It seem as if training everyday is part of us already, felt weird when there is no training.
And YES! we finish learning the first routin, this motivate me more, becuase as a team we are moving together !!

SO! we are suppose to keep training the first rountin first till we close our eyes also know where we moving and suppose to stand. REXAZ jia you jiayou! I believe as long as we stick togther we are able to pull through it !

Found this website on how to develop Jumps.

1. Jump lines
Put your cheerleaders in 3 or 4 lines. Start some music and everytime cheerleader gets to the front of the line, she must execute a jump in time with the music. It helps to have counts such as "clasp on count 1, 2; high-V on count 3, 4; bend on count 5; execute jump on count 6; land on count 7, 8.
2. Hang from a bar and lift legs in a v-up movements
3. T- kicks
4. Assisted jumps
2 cheerleaders face each other. One cheerleader supports under other cheerleader's forearms. Base cheerleader pushes up on arms as jumping cheerleader. This is a good exercise to help cheerleaders get the feel of a toe touch plus perfecting pointing their toes.
5. Leg throws
Lie on back on floor. Another person stand straddling at the head of the person on the floor. The floor person holds on to the standing person's ankles. The floor person lifts legs and the standing person "throws" the legs to the floor and right and left. The floor person resist letting them touch the floor.
6. Straddle Hold
Sit on floor in a straddle position. Point toes and hold for 10 seconds. Relax. Repeat 5 times.
7. Straddle Lifts
Sit on floor in a straddle position. Lift both legs up, keeping them straight. Hold for 3 counts. Relax. Repeat 5 times. (hint: legs will not left very far off the floor)
8. V- Up sit ups

Note: To do a proper jump you must break it down into 4 parts:Approach, Lift, Execution & Landing

Let's do the jumps like them !! CHIONG AR!!

Talks

2008-01-23T17:13:00.000-08:00

Gossip, lies, a hurtful word--
The tongue's an evil thing
When before we stop to think
We let our voices ring.

Do we inquire about the source?
No, we give no thought to clearing
The tale before we repeat it
Within someone else's hearing.

Proverbs tells us we are fools
When we are gossiping.
Oh, if we'd only turn our eyes
On Jesus, our Lord and King.

For Satan always looks for ways
To leave his powerful sting.
What better way than unwholesome talk,
Whispering, and backstabbing?

The Bible is full of caution
About this very thing.
When we hear some nasty talk
To God, give everything.

Push all ungodly thoughts aside;
In prayer, it's God we're nearing.
When to Jesus we reach out,
He gathers us under His wing.

He is the Way, the Truth, the Life,
And to Jesus we must cling.
When we are tempted to speak ill,
Back to the Word we should spring.

So when we next hear gossip,
Slander, lies, criticizing,
This time open our mouths
And only the Gospel sing.

For in love we can correct
A fellow friend who flings
A hurtful word about someone else.
This Word salvation brings. (By Kimberly B. Southall)

SO many people out there inculding myself attack others without knowing it. Not knowingly how human tongue can do so much damage in another person life. The fact is that, when we are hurt by people, at the same time, we might be guilty of hurting another person.

yes yes I know, like what yeen teng had told me before about stepping into the working life you will face even more and worst of such cases, But to think of it, is there a need to? ? ?
But in the bible, God already say there will be, so I felt that no matter how hard I want to change is wont make much different huh?

What encourage me most was what I learn before in church,

If you,
Treat evil with evil --- you are human
Treat good with evil --- you are devil !
Treat evil with good --- You are christian !

So which one are you? I really hope and want to fall under the last group, trying hard to. And I do believe that it is possible, as in the bible it is said that we are created in God's likeness, So if Jesus in human flesh, He still prayed for the people who Crucified Him saying " Oh God, please forgive them, as they do not know what they are doing".

So if Jesus are able to pray for forgiveness for the people who nailed him on the cross in such great pain, what's more are we to complain that we CANNOT? I need to learn this !! !!

Blackie

2008-01-17T23:46:00.000-08:00

Black black black ~

My face been rather black recently, dont really understand myself ! Some time I do not know WHY I am so mad, it seem as if inside of me gonna explode ~ wooot

Knowing the fact that I am COMING soon, is it PMS? or it is some lame answer to get me out of trouble?
Whatever ~

But stomach PLS come soon can ? And help ease my pain ><

Whole body aching, pain pain pain from all the jumps jumps jumps I hardly can kick my leg anymore. woot.

It only less then 2mth of training, the tension is getting higher ~ expected it, but didnt know I will faill into the stress trap too. Keep telling myself Yes I need to do better, jump higher catch up with others, I need to I NEED TO!
Its No longer I try my best BUT a I MUST DO IT.
Being a pray of this trap + my PMS = woot you can see a rollercoaster .

Did I neglect people around me?
Saw this mail send to me today :
Your ability to remain looking cool and unfazed will hide an emotional storm within. You want so badly to be liked by someone, and things are just not working out. It is time to stop assuming that being ambiguous will move things along.

I should stop assuming huh ~

Refuge

2008-01-14T20:51:00.000-08:00

UT UT UT ! almost everyday having ut non stop ! later HR ut, gonna score this time hope so :P

Refuge : sheltering place: a place, or sometimes a person, offering protection or safe shelter from something Microsoft® Encarta®

That's the meaning of refuge, many a times we will came across this word when reading the bible to tell us that in God we can take refuge and that He will protect and take care of us that's so nice right. ^^

Lynn : "Are you my refuge?"

Forget about it, cause I know I will not get an answer, so what for fall into self pity and making myself feel worst in the end? Just cam whore in class we my friends. picture? yes yes :

Missing person in the picture ? ESTHER and XUEQI !! pon some more lar PON ! 2 and a half more weeks to go, and tada we will change class again. will we be in the same class again or not? I guess this time harder, cuase the mod I choose is abit different from you guys, PLUS the fact that this time we NEVER click the submit button together ( which they already say does not work. :P) But who knows right?
Gonna really miss our click, Esther, XueQI, michelle and Sue.

What's more can happen in my life?

2008-01-13T23:44:00.000-08:00

Its the mid of january of 2008 already, however I dont feel 2008 at all !
I felt that I am still in that old 2007, a bad year?
Problems after problems, pilling up like a rolling snow.
Be it problem links to another or some indivual problems everything add up in my life, I cant breath!

Getting more and more tired, getting weaker to fight it, to the extend that I am numb.
I remeber there is this saying when I went chc "BIG church BIG problem, small church small problem." Now replace the word BIG with "more" and church with "friends".
I think it is the same huh?

I remember that when I was young I am really scared of being lonely, no friends etc.
But now when I think back, I kind of miss those days, though not much friends but enjoying my life, every single bit.
But now, so what I have alot of friends? I bet out of 100 only less then 10% of them are my good friend and the rest Hi bye. So what If I now tell other people that I got 1000 friends? compare to I tell people I got 10 closer friends that are like my brother and sister. Which is better?

OK stop here ! I am not here to blog about friends. OK time check ! 4.13, 2 more min and I starting my UT ! shit.. got to go.

ciao ~

Change of colour !

2008-01-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

Oh Finally ~ been telling myself to change a new blog skin bla bla bla, went search at blogskin.com to find new and nice blog skin, and found some that is really lovely, however, not very sure of the reason why but when I copy and paste the code in there is error, almost all the other skin gave me the same result so kind of piss off and start looking at the codes and made some minor changes here and there.

Well, of cos, I made the things I like, example like plain and simple, YELLOW! one of my fav colour I kind of give people a very warm feeling so yea I like it alot! Actaully wanted to add a picture of me on top, BUT not very sure how to ha, (this show how much I pay attention in class huh :P)

SO yea tada, this simple yet a skin I like alot ^^. AND the best thing ! I am the only one having this blog skin! wahahaha, of cos I KNOW it is very easy to make for those who learn html and css.

Time check 10.46pm now, and I am feeling really tired now, Just think of the long week ahead I kind of afraid and really tired to move on. OH NO ! sunday night only want to pon school for monday ! ><>"BEST"
People out there reading my blog, I already planned! I am able to pon any one of the school day beside thur, and go for a shopping trip! wahaha. I KNOW I am bad ! but I really cannot tahan lei ! I want my shopping trip ^^

ps: Serina will you be the first one to approach me? pls say YES!

Ciao~

PON school

2008-01-10T18:49:00.000-08:00

Ok. everything is well said in my title huh ~ Actaully set my mind not to pon for the next 4 weeks of school and be a good student for once. However, now I ended up in the library typing blog how cool is that huh?

Yes, serina, mx, harry and joseph are all here with me too! And they really tempt me into ponning school together, gosh -.- and later 4.15 I am having a ut and serinously lar, I am so not sure what I am testing on, but what I know is that it is a SAD mod, and it is about diagram diagram and more diagram !

So kind of studying now at the same time, but haha guess most of the time later on will be used to do other things ba, liek play game? talk? watch vedio? haha

Anyway I want shopping, Bugis, far east !! all the place I wanna go !!
I want to eat too ! MOS buger de corn soup ^^ pasta ^^ omg all so sinful ><

Need a break ?

2008-01-08T22:03:00.000-08:00

I just started school for about 3 days only AND I am really really tired today.! As if all my energy are gone.

Hardly talk in class or to any people today, all my friends are wondering what happen to me, instead of talking I think I rather type ba.

Felt really down before I slept last night ( dont ask me why ha) and so when I woke up this morning I felt the same not much changes plus I feel really tired and body aching due to the PT training we had last night.

But last night was a fun training, we did alot of run and picking up of heavy stones and also lots of jumps that spell out our name, so was quite different from normal training and it was a interesting one BUT tiring!

Anyway miss out some interesting pictuer of the past event, SO tada do enjoy it.

Above picture is taken at fish leong concert. cool Rexaz + MF

Picture taken along the road to RP, we are on poster ! for the RP open house.

Picture taken on Serina's birthday .

Happy 19th Birthday Serina !!

2008-01-06T05:52:00.000-08:00

Yes Yes Yes, today (6th jan) serina's 19 Birthday! the Las birthday that start with 1 . !! Gosh that's scary. Mine OVER lei !! worst ><" Pray hard september dont come so fast. Anyway, at last got serina to go home at about 3+ cos this morning she told me she might be going shopping with her sis, I was lost for awhile not knowing what to do, cos all of us plan to pop out and give her surprise under her block and she want go SHOPPING !!! In the end came out with this super LAME reason why she have to be at home. " My daddy need the cookies cutter" haha so she got no choich and have to go home at 3 + muhahaha.

So all of us kind of meet up at 3 + to get ready buy cake AND alvin accidently drop the cake :P not his fault, was the box handle. So end up alvin have to carry the cake like holding a baby while we gers went around shopping awhile.

Message serina to come down, and she got me her home make cookies !! so happy, but at the same time dont knwo what I can do to make her talk to me awhile as the people gets ready the cake, so I kinda crap around :P and say things that really shock her, and some carppy stuff lar :P then told her I Need to go off. AND the rest pop out and SURPRIZE serina.

OH OH !! and she CRIED ! Guess you are very touch huh!! ^^ Glad that you enjoy your birthday, and not just stay at home ya! Love you ger! Happy birthday again .

Today I learn something again! About having Goals in life, with the goal that you set will HELP you to stay focus, and you will only success when you are focus, but of cos there's LOTS of distraction. ^^ (shopping, Tv bla bla bla ....).

Did my QT, and came across something that really stand out to me. Ritraul or Relationship? God give us prayer so that we could have conversation with God but often we distort the true meaning of it and hurrying to finish off our prayer not even trying to listen to what God has for us.
Also God gave us commandment as a protection for those His loves, but often it became rules and regulation rather than an avenue for a relationship with our Father in which He protects us from harm.

This two things really speak to me, as prayer and commandment is like in our everyday life and not many a times we really forgot the real meaning behind it. Take for example prayer, we know we have to pray everyday, but why must we pray everyday? To some their respond is "Cause my CG say we have to" or "Cause we need to " but is this the real meaning?

Use an anology, take example of a couple. They talk everynight, they sms every min, they try to meet up when they are free, they try to have their own time spend together. WHY? so that they could better understand each other, and also their relationship will grow stronger when there is better communcation.

So same as us and God, it is like we are in a relationship, we need to pray to communicate with Him, we need to read bible to kow what is He thinking and what He like and dislike, we have our QT so to spend private time with Him. But yet, we often will drag our feet to do this few simple things.

This is the things that speaks to me today, and I think its time for me to change and to reflect on myself. ! ^^

Growing.

2008-01-04T08:25:00.000-08:00

Reaching the end of holidays soon, and back to my busy school days.
Though this 3 weeks of holiday might be a really good break for me, but at the same times I learn alot of things, as every new day is a new beinging and new experience.

Went shopping with primary school friend lilian, we really shop liek mad, erm actaully she did most of the shopping and I am trying very hard to control myself not to spend so much so for today I only spend $15 =). In this shopping trip I can see a clear differnt between a NEED and a WANT ! Frankly speaking, 95% of the things we buy falls under WANT. And maybe 5% is under NEED, I am able to see which are my need and want because I am not doing the shopping today, I bet my I have the money I will be blind and just buy what I like :P

However in today shopping I taget alot of stuff I gonna get when I have the money, and it will all be under my wishlist ^^ so if any kind soul want to spon me I will be very Happy to accept. =)

---My WishList---
1. Grey Jean
2. Bag
3. Top
4. Dress
5. Shose
6. Stuff from Spotlight

Got to sleep now and get ready for tomorrow training. ciao ~
All the best for you test, and have a happy trip. =)

Woe is me

2008-01-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

At first I was thinking what does it mean by "Woe is me". SO went to seach:

woe is me used to indicate that the speaker is in distress or feels unhappy or unfortunate
Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.
so for todays QT the ver is Isaiah 6:5
And in the QT material it talks about only comparing with other people, example like "james" live as God intended, we call them "superspirtual"? Also it talks about it is impossible to to worship God and remain unchanged. The best indication that we have truly worshiped is a changed heart.
And it start to make me think and relate it back to the last sunday sermon, which talk about repent.
In order to repent we need to change our mind, change direction in life.
So its about change.
In order to change we need to make decision.... ( and all those other things about changes)
So back to it, "it is impossible to to worship God and remain unchanged". The reason why we need to change is because we are heading the wrong road so we need to change the direction to go back on track, so if we remain unchange do you tink we are able to truly worship God?(pondering...)

Ok so what happen today? hmmm at last! my com is alive! actaully went to reformate my com, and now hahaha I do not need to wait so long for my laptop to startup. something I am really happy about today. =)
Oh and my Queen size is here today! At last, waited for quite sometime but at last I can say, and it is super BIG, so in another word, I felt that my room became smaller ha.

Read this email send by audrey Lim about horoscope, Yes I know I am not suppose to believe in it in te first place, but you know what? I felt that what it write was kinda true to me. let me share with you.

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget.

Those that is in Bold are the things I felt rather true about me. =) are all virgo like this? hmmm....

New Year

2008-01-01T05:18:00.000-08:00

Another year had just pass and unknowingly it is year 2008 !
Went countdown last night and GOSH! the human traffic was super scary, as if, if someone fall that person will be step to death ALIVE!
Was thinking about my resolution yesterday, and I said about wanting to have a better year, doing better in this coming year 3 and also about my spitural life.

Had my QT, and read about this regrading Resolution in the new year and got some new insight.
So when they had eaten breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me more than these?" John 21:15
what Jesus is trying to do here is actually trying to restore us when we fail Him by asking us to reaffirm our love for Him. He does not ask us to make resolution, recommitment or your promise to try harder this year. Lets think, If your resolution last year did not help you to be faithful, it will not help you successful this year. All Jesus ask is your love.

As a new year, we may be aware how we failed Him in many ways in the past, Jesus will take you aside, as He did to peter and will ask you to examine your love for Him. If your answer is like Peter "Yes, Lord". He will reaffirm His will for you.

Is'nt this picture very nice? After reading all these, I will take back my resolution I said last night and said a simple prayer:

"Yes God, in the past year, I failed you many times and not knowing what and how to do. I guess, Peter may felt the same as me wondering if I am still capable of having your love. And Jesus, yes I will say that I will try harder this year, I will love You more, but deep down in me I am not certain as well as I said the same in the past 3 years.
But God, In this year I will not make any resolution or any promises, but Jesus if You were to ask me like how you ask Peter "Do you love Me" my answer will be the same as Simon Peter "Yes Lord, I love You".
So for this year 2008 prayer, God all I wil say is "Yes Lord, I love You"." In Jesus mighty name I pray."Amen"

FUN

2007-12-25T21:34:00.000-08:00

So the BIG day was over!! , Rexaz x'mas outing, Christmas eve and Day had just past and I am serious tired due to the overnight program and yet at the same time enjoying myself alot!

Rexaz X'mas outing -

Hmm a number of them cant join us, due to the fact that they are all happily enjoying their overseas trip >< too =")

We had our potluck session and it was AWESOME ! lots of very nice food and hey the gers really know how to cook, like suhui your cheese cake was super nice! sushi was awesome too and not forgetting serina's salad everything was super nice!

Then played some group games, like moneky, and stuff and they all head down to the sea for stunts.

Then everyone rush down to marina for awesome steamboat! how sinful can we get right? ha, coach and esmond join us over there and we ate non stop, darren and I had our own steam boat to ourselves, CAUSE they only we two wants chicken soup! So we kinda spam alot of meat like black pepper chicken, black pepper beef, satay chicken etc...

Christmas eve-

Went CHC, as serina pull us to accompany her to CHC. So watch the drama twice, but I gonna say that the drama production was good, I am shock when I first time saw it, they had their own song recorded, I wonder how long did they used to do this production, actaully not really a drama show but more on a musical show. I was awesome, how they play aroudn with the stage, the colour and also they have some good actor there! After the drama had some candle lighting time, the whole church light was dim, but was lighted up by all our candle in our hand and the whole church looks really nice~

After that we rush down to BOL service which is at 7.30pm, People rush one place to another in the wedding day, we are runnning to attend different church service huh? interesting. They had performance they are really CUTE!

Then after serive they have buffet and stuff so went to catch up with some people there took some cindesheep pictuer for super long time, and some guys they are really SWEET! like ben ben andre etc, they called my name and they stand in a line and said: "Siewlin we miss you"

How sweet can it get?? at that moment my whole heart melt away~ ha, but cant join them long we have to run, so said goodbye to them and we head to coach's bf place. Thanks God there is direct bus from AMK.

Reached the place, was abit shock at first they gers there are drunk! Oh and guys too, serina jolene and I was abit lost so kind, joseph and darren happily playing mj there. Then coach pull the three gers to join the rest in playing card game, and coach became my mommy and her bf became my daddy! Then we start playing and loses have to drink and stuff lar, so by the end of the game, I am erm kinda drunk? jolene help me drink half a cup of volka and serina help me drink 1/4 of red wine, cause I think they see I cannot drink lei ! that's so not true ~ haha I am just abit high then usual :P Cause I kanna alot in the front lei, so been drinking but kinda lousy lar, very fast then high lei ha. Oh and Coach was high too, so we kinda keep playing singing song and stuff, funny huh ~ Joseph and darren BO Bian have to come take care of us, ha and we did alot of funny and stupid things. After a long time finally i fell asleep and woke up 4+ lei ~ jolene's mom came to fetch us and we went to jolene place to sleep.

3 program in a day is enough to drive us mad, but at the same time we had alot alot of fun huh?

Christmas day -

After what had happen in the christmas eve, the christmas day morning I am sleeping like a pig ! but woke up and get change and almost rush out to meet yen ling at 2pm BUT! the guys are n ot yet awake so we change the meeting time all these till 6pm end up also only yen ling and I met up. SO went town for dinner, at hong kong cafe, we waited 1 hr plus for a simple dry noodle dish, but in the meanwhile we talk alot alot alot, think we didnt see each other for about reaching a year? so we had non stop things to talk about, from my life to her, to studies and family and many many other more things!

OH and I bought a dress there too ! at the shopping center I mean, then wanted to walk around town awhile but hahaha, human traffic! so we head back home, but the guys wanna meet up with us, And i cannot stay out late lei due to the christmas eve, my mommy dun let me stay out.

SO, all of them came over my place for MJ session! we chat first lar of cos, and everyone change alot, but still as stupid as ever? haha. I kinda fall asleep while they are playing and some using my laptop to look at gers and guys! ha

They woke me up at 6+ and was about to head back, though the time spend not that much, but I really miss you guys alot ! and esther THANKS for the christmas card !

Some pic below...

Christmas~

2007-12-20T01:48:00.000-08:00

I just simply LOVE christmas

Christmas = Joy, Love, Sharing, Caring, Snowing, Jesus, Light, Trees, Red, Green, Gold.

All the things I can think of when think about CHRISTMAS.

Seriously I cant wait for christmas day itself, I am so excited to see all my friends once again, though all of us stay in the same AREA! but the chance of us meeting each other is 1/10.

SO in this christmas we all gonna meet up!

How I wish our life just stop in year 2004, where we play enjoy ourselves and there is no worries beside the exam part. ^^

These christmas, the gers are all meeting up beisde rouwen, We will remember you ger ^^. And maybe the guys too? kama Minghui make sure you guys come k!!

Wonder how much you guys and gers change man.

Those were the days huh?

Lots of misses ~

December

2007-12-17T22:05:00.000-08:00

December a well known month of raining season.
The sky gets darker and heavier, it looks as if the sky is going to brust out raining anytime. My hearts get heavy just like the sky, and the rain start dripping and tapping down on my window.

It times to look back at the year 2007, did I yet wasted another year of my life or did I bear much fruit? How well did I used this year of my life? Afterall it is by God's grace that I am able to be here still, so how have I used it?
*....*

Wondering what God is thinking when he is looking down to us from the sky? seeing all the streets and homes filled with lights and decoration, will God be happy and excited that everyone is perparing for Jesus Birthday?

God all I want this Christmas is You, that You will be there for me as, a comforter, a healer, a friend.

How to Win Friends and Influence People ?

2007-11-23T07:32:00.000-08:00

Found this book in my home, and it is super interesting !! The title is : "How to Win Friend and influence People".
And learn some interesting things.

1. It Human nature in action, wrongdoers, blamingeverybody but themselves.
2. Do you know someone you would like to change and regulate and improve? GOOD! But why not begin on youself?

Instead of condemning people, let's try to understand people. Let's try to figure out why they do and what they do. That's a lot more profitable and intriguring than criticism.
Dr Johnson said: "God himself, sir, does not propose to judge man until the end of his days." So why should you and I judge?

This is so true about in life, everytime in life when something goes wrong we will ask who do this who do that and not reflecting on ourselves what we do wrong. Guess I myself have to really reflect myself ALOT !! haha.